first of all, I dont wanna feel something like this. Love is always an amazing feeling with rainbows and butterflies, but in my case it ugly and awful and I'm not keen on it. Another person, another situation - and I would be alright with just a one-side love.
but it isn't. And I'm just like 'what the hell? why him? why now?'. It's the most awful time to fall for someone, really, because I have no time to cry and be happy and cry again about it.
Of course, I dont cry xD but I'm so close to, seriously.
Love has to be something like muse, right? but it doesnt.
I have been waiting for love for two or more years. But now I want this to go away of me. Hello, stupid feeling, long time no see! And this pain in my chest... i've never felt something like this and i dont want to. My heart hurts, most of all! And I cant get why.
Pffff, go away, love, just leave me alone?